谢谢

是啊！我就是喜欢跟女子拿电话号码啊！又怎样？！
不能吗？我就是喜欢。 有问题吗？！
吹啊？谁叫你那么‘帅’。‘帅’我那么那么多！超羡慕你的。 =)
做朋友做到你酱贱 我还是第一次见。
拿朋友来说，好像很威风酱。
我有问题？拿出来讲啦。
死命在人家背后说坏话。你 1 9 流咯。
跟你可以做朋友说我的‘荣幸’！
谢咯~ =D

*最好你看到我写的东西 =) *

LONELY

lonely.

lonely christmas.

.

你永远都是我的第一个 ♥ 只有你才懂我想什么

你永远都是我的第一个 ♥ 只有你才懂我想什么

我爱你

真的很爱你

可惜

你爱的不是我

我..

已经不懂要怎样活下去了

毕竟我是为了你而活

我很辛苦

很心痛

祝你开心

祝你开心幸福

你跟他都有两个月了

希望他是真心对你好

如果他对你不好

记得告诉我

他一定不会好过

放弃你？

我做得到？

cant online T.T

cant on9 n play computer for few days or weeks
T.T
computer sot jor.
tmr send to my fren there fix.
T.T
sad leh.
i wan on9 ar!!!
haih.
miss my fren so much >.<



so miss u. u know?

发梦

*发梦*

发梦到自己的脚没了
很伤心
心痛
最心痛还是看到我爸妈为了我而哭
我不要没脚啊

如果我没了脚，你还愿意跟我做朋友吗？
嗨
没了脚，就等于没了自由



很想你呢
很想找你，但都没找到
感觉你都已经对我没感觉了


真的很想你，你知道吗？！！！

伤心

可能是因为我太烦吧

打给她，她不接我电话了

信息她，她也不回复我了

在msn找她，她也很少回复我

十问九不应

嗨

真得很没心情

难道想简简单单的谈恋爱都不能吗？




MrMonkey ♥ MsChicken

我会记得

我会记得你说的每句话！

喜欢上她了

喜欢上她了

但

她对我忽冷忽热的

真得很辛苦很讨厌



她好像要放弃

把我放下

什么是兄弟？有人可以告诉我吗？

什么是兄弟？
有人可以告诉我吗？

对很多人来说

兄弟
是拿来
当白痴
出卖
利用
解闷
踩
骗
的

不信吗？
自己观察下周围的朋友或所谓的“好兄弟”吧




但对我来说
兄弟不是用讲就可以做到的


肥明（我的大哥）
庆宇（我的帅干弟）
derek（我的好知己）
sengzaii（感情还蛮好的兄弟吧）

永永远远都是我的兄弟

还有很多吧
想到才补回下去
XP

喜欢了琴声

最近喜欢了琴声


很舒服


relax~

梦

牵着你的手
紧紧地牵着你的手
逛街
买我的生日礼物（但没买到）
超开心的（因为跟你出街）

看到很多你喜欢的衣服
每件都很美
你还问我那个衣服应该配什么裤子
我就指了那个裤子一下
但没买到
我们就继续逛街了

回到家
吃完饭
我妹妹就说有人送东西来给我
出去客厅看
吓到
有一个蛋糕和一件衣服
竟然是你送的
开心到我
正在开心的时候


突然醒了
原来都是一场梦

开心
因为可以发梦到你
发梦到跟你出街
发梦到可以跟你牵手

伤心
因为这只是梦
都不是事实

嗨
顺其自然吧

虽然很不甘心，
但却什么都不能做


崩溃！！！

心痛

心痛


听到你说去跟某人看戏
心很痛
真得很痛
但我不能说什么或做什么
我只能当作没什么事


我不配

虽然我知道我们没可能
但我在努力的维持着
争取着
我不想放弃你
想信息说想念你都不敢
嗨


我很讨厌我自己

我不想我们的感情越来越谈
我每天都在想有什么可以聊，
因为我很怕会闷到你之类的
但我的头脑总是想不到东西
我很讨厌我自己


想太多


是我想太多
你总是这样说
嗨


我只能祝福你


出门去读书前还信息你
祝你开心
但我的心真的很很很痛


我爱你

每天看到你送我的生日卡片，
都会禁不住想流泪
我爱你

烦

很烦
很多东西要烦
有人知道吗？
有人在乎吗？
每天都带要勉强带着微笑来度过
很辛苦
很累
但我也只能做这些东西罢了


你不开心的时候，谁逗你开心？
谁安慰你？
我也知道我很烦
但都是为了你好
我有求回报吗？
没有啊
怎么老天那么对我


我很讨厌我的生活
我没用
我小气
（我改了很多很多）
如果是我以前，我早就跟你们大吵起来了
我有骂？
你们错了，被骂的是我。
我说你们，你们说我自己没错吗？
我有。
所以我现在都没跟你们吵啊
你错或我错，我都说对不起


对不起
这是我对全部人说的
我可能不小心得罪了你们还是什么的
我没恶意的
请接受我的道歉。

真得很对不起

14/10 My Bday

SO FAN~

~cincai write tis post. so sohai. hope u dun mind.~

tis few days sick le.
haih, bday also sick.
so cham.

14/10

morning 10 something wake up le.
wash face , eat my breakfast.
thn eat my medicine.
do housework.
thn on9 watch pps le.
untill 12 something , going to bath.
after bath thn prepare to go pavilion
to celebrate my bday wit my classmate( heng dai)


12.40 mum fetch me out le.
untill half way,
i check my wallet to make sure tat i have bring my ic,
for tat WONG KOK de free drink.
DAMN.
my ic gone le.
go bak house to find my ic.
haih.
call ah lun to ask issit he take my ic or wat.
he say dunhav.
haih.
tat means DIE LE.
sure kena scold by parents.
dun tell dad 1st.
get into car bak.
n go to LRT.


mum keep asking me where my ic.
i also duno where my ic go leh -.-.
mayb i take out thn fren take it or i take out thn forgot put where.
cincai la.
try to use my student card ba.
come bak from tat party thn tink wan hw la.
reach le LRT.

derek is waiting at HANG TUAH le >.<
sorry my boss.
sorry for make u wait me long time.
im nt gu yi XP
alamak. derek wit his RED EYE. -.- likes devil leh.
no nid buy colour lens also got red colour de. so nice. ^.^
reach HANG TUAH thn derek keep scolding me.
make he wait jor half hour >.<
thn we rush to times square.
guang yee sms me tat call us straight go to pavilion.
i dunwan leh.so far n so boring.
sms kak fei to wait us at times square thn we go pavilion together.
so ngam. they buying cake at secret recipe.
rush go find them.
walao. they so rich -.- buy secret recipe.
haih. rich kia is like tis de.
love to waste money. XP
thn we continue walk to pavilion.
reach pavilion thn go WONG KOK outside find guang yee them.
kak fei begin to ZHET guang yee -.- say tat guang yee de sound so loud.
at far far also heard his sound.
haih. -.- so lan diu. always say about ppl de bad thing.

they say wan watch movie(surrogates) -.-
then go buy ticket le.
after eat thn we go watch movie le.
they realli rich enuff!
belanja me eat n watch movie. -.-
so mm hou yi si.
haih. thn i belanja they drink cola.

SURROGATES~
okok onli la. abit sohai.
after they saw it thn walk bak to times square thn go LRT bak.
on the journey,they keep say TIS GIRL ROBOT LAI DE,TAT GIRL ROBOT LAI DE
-.- sohai.
whn i reach home around 7.30 ba.
reach house thn go into my room.

TO TONY.
a letter on my bed. go n open it.
my tears is coming out~
haih. dam gan dong n happi.
i receive a letter from HER.
inside the letter got a bday card.
tat bday card is so beautiful.
got abit words n full wit my pic n HER pic.
haih. realli so nice so nice.
my most gud n special de present.
dam fuck happi. >.<

at nite. my sis bought me Mc Dong Dong (McDonald XP)
alamak. so gud~
hehe. put candle on tat burger.
hohos. so sohai n funny XP

DAM UGLY~



17/10

i receive bday present from my mei. .
hehe.
so happi.
XP

10/10 倒霉死了

倒霉死了
嗨
本来说星期六去NEWAY提早庆祝我生日的
但
全部放飞机
*我自己一个人出门了*
（很白痴哦）
不想呆在家
带RM40出
结果用完了噜
T.T
又没钱了拉
11点多~ 自己搭taxi去LRT~
然后自己搭LRT去TS
去到了TS就去GASOLINE找我的朋友
他在那里做工
然后就自己一个人坐在那里
坐了一下就去找叶了
聊聊聊。 然后就去roller找他弟弟
然后我就回ts GASOLINE继续坐
结果他妈的
没位子
突然很想呕
又一直出冷汗
辛苦到
又头晕头痛

YEAH~
干姐打来了
我叫她来找我
哇！！
*我干姐真美呢* >.<
第一次见面。 哈哈
然后我就陪她去6楼找那个auntie弄她的礼服
然后姐就带我去吃东西了
蛮好吃的 XP
下次等我有钱再去吃 ^.^

然后等我的朋友来
他们还蛮够兄弟的
知道我自己一个人
然后就来陪我
结果我的大佬门要剪头发
我只好跟一个朋友去打机场消遣咯
他们剪完后
然后我们又回gasoline喝茶了
他们约了朋友去pandan indah i-code打机
我也跟去了
但我是看而已
不喜欢打机呢
浪费钱
不懂我的眼睛怎么了
又痛又痒
感觉好像有东西在里面哦
妈的
红红了


跳过跳过~~~~
懒惰写了 ><

原来

原来我给人的印象是
爱show off
小气

哈哈。
原来。
真的没想到。
我没有要show off的意思好不好!!
别人怎么想，我不在意
但我真的不想我在乎的人酱来想我


最亲的人都一个一个地离开我了
真的不想再失去你们了。

Happiness

3.15 le.
haih.
another tired day.
tmr she no exam thn she no go skull.
but.
i got exam ><
haih. mei ban fa. miss her so much.
cant slp. so on9 chat wit her.
feels so happy whn chat wit her.
but boring also. =.=
going to slp le.
Nite.

IMU~

go shopping center wit family.
thn walk walk walk.
untill sell biscuit there.
suddenly saw iko biscuit.
saw tis thn will tink dou * iko iko* (my fs fren)
she looks so cute.

so cute >< love tis pic.
haha.
hope she always happi lo. ^.^


MISS HER~

bad day!

haih.
a bad day.
today i gonna go out watch movie wit my fren.
my fren call me go cut hair wit him thn go bak his house change shirt,
thn we go out.
Around 11 or 12 something,my mum ask me issit wan eat.
i told her ya.
cos i still dunno my fren wat time come fetch me.
he didnt call me also.
but suddenly he call me n tell me tat he at my house outside le.
n say go out le.
i told him i haven eat,n my mum cooking my rice.
he call me to eat outside.
i know my mum sure scold.
but i cant do anything.
n my stupid fcuking jibai neighbour.
i saw my fren at outside,but i dunwan tell my mum.
cos i tot eat le thn go out.
but the stupid sohai neighbour. go tell my mum tat my fren outside le.
wait le so long.
where got long orh. i saw my fren juz come jor 5 mins.
but she say so long. stupid kia. dam hate her de lo.
stupid n smelly mouth.
my mum heard tat.
n scold le.
say no nid eat! rice haven ok! u go out! go out!
thn i maii go out lo.
cos cant do anything le.
she folo me out.
untill the door.
she go take the broom n wanna go out to slap him.
n keep shout n scold him
say always find me out.
teach me bad.
(ya. he is always find me out)
(i hate him also)
but i go le.
haih.
i know i hurt my mum.
i felt so sorry.
n we start go cut hair n eat le.
whn i eating
my dad suddenly call me.
n ask me to call my fren to answer the phone.
my sohai fren. keep dunwan answer.
i am dam angry.
he is wasting my dad phone money,n my dad times.
thn i say my fren go out fetch ppl le.
my dad ask me to call him to call bak my dad ltr.
my fren. he just will tink about him.
other ppl feelings, he wont care.
thn his didi (my didi also la, cos i treat him as my didi) help me say good words.
thn my fren onli agree to call my dad bak.
stupid him. haih.
my dad chat wit him quite long le.
be4 my dad close the call,he tell my fren dun so late bak. dun over 12am.
i enjoy watch movie,gai gai,eat n play whole day.
untill 11,we r going bak.
but we send his gf go bak 1st.
untill his gf house,he still wan accompany his gf chat n play at playgound.
dam him. haih.
i oledi dam out of time.
11.20 we walk to playground.
chat untill 12.
haih. 12 le!! dam worry. scare go bak thn kena scold.
n make my parents dissapointed again.
but oledi make it. useless me.
bak dou home. open computer n go change shirt.
after change shirt,straight sit in front of computer le.
dam no mood n tired.
nobody care of me. laugh me somemore.
realli dam sad. thn i go bath le.
after bath. continue msn~

my dad come out from his room
thn~~~~~
(happen le something.)
wan to know,ask me ba.

tis few days realli happen le dam many thing.
realli dam sad n boring n tired with my life.
REALLI SO MISS HER!
wanna tell her all tis. but not dare.

realli hope she will care me.
i wanna share my story wit her.

2.30了噜
开心开心
立刻打电话去叫她起身
^.^
盖了电话后，哪里懂她都跑回去睡觉
笨蛋
又打去叫她起身
起身了，陪她陪到3点多
然后就打给她说我要睡觉了
想她拿亲亲，但她不给哦
T.T 就她就说咯

她
我

不要想太多啦
没有啊
明明就有
没有啊
明明就有！
恩啦 ><

很复杂吧？
不是当事人，当然不明白咯
XP


然后就去睡觉了
很想她，很想陪她
结果去调闹钟调4点起身
睡了半个小时而已啊！！
嗨
够力累
但值得，很开心tim~

4点了，爬起身信息她
她就说我为什么不要睡觉
就说睡不着噜
聊天聊到5点多

突然

他奶妈的！！
肚子痛！！
够力 =.=
不聊了
要去洗脸刷牙冲凉了


很懒惰写了 ><
不写了啦。
自己写了什么都不懂



MISS HER

喜欢

很喜欢听她叫我 ‘死野’
听到都开心
哈哈。

她并不知道
她比我的健康更加重要

I.M.U
i miss you.

曹格-数到五答应我

曹格-数到五答应我
第一次看着你就为你心动
聪明的我怎能让你走
第二次看见你我竟然失控
是我的错请你原谅我
第三次看见你想要告诉你
我真的爱你是真的爱你
第四次看着你我有些要求
请你能够安安静静的聆听
一.让我保护你
二.让我照顾你
三.所有的要求不能当作游戏
四.接受这命运
五.永远不分离
那最后一个一定要说你愿意
want be your lover want be your man
我只要你开心多一点
can you be my lover don"t wanna be your friend
给你幸福到永远
第一次看着你就为你心动
聪明的我怎能让你走
第二次看见你我竟然失控
是我的错请你原谅我
第三次看见你想要告诉你
我真的爱你是真的爱你
第四次看着你我有些要求
请你能够安安静静的聆听
一.让我保护你
二.让我照顾你
三.所有的要求不能当作游戏
四.接受这命运
五.永远不分离
说你愿意
want be your lover want be your man
我只希望给你多一点
can you be my lover don"t wanna be your friend
给你幸福每一天
因为我want be your lover want be your man
我只要你开心多一点
can you be my lover don"t wanna be your friend
给你幸福到永远
说你害怕因为受过伤
不需要害怕因为我不是他
want be your lover want be your man
我只希望给你多一点
can you be my lover don"t wanna be your friend
给你幸福每一天
因为我want be your lover want be your man
我只要你开心多一点
can you be my lover don"t wanna be your friend
给你幸福到永远

9 September

now 1.10 o clock le.
still haven slp.
waiting~
nid to wake HER up. ^.^
she nid to wake up n study ekonomi.
stupid ekonomi.. make SHE nid to wake up so early n study 'YOU'
haih.
heart pain.
juz now she tell me tat she cant slp.
OMG.
she headache.
haih.
tell her to drink warm water n take a cloth n make it wet n put at her head(dunno issit useful)
><
thn i tell her to slp n i will wake her up.
she say OK~ n call me wake her up at 2 o clock
but i prepare to wake her up at 2.30.
let she slp more.

drinking nescafe to force myself dun slp.
><
boring n tired.
haha.
still got 1 hour n 15 minutes.
wat can i do leh?
oh ya. nid to wash plates n my cup ><
ALAMAK~
START MISSING HER LE.

1st time she giv me kiss

1st time she giv me kiss(sms de)
i oledi dam happi.
be4 tis,nvr get any kiss from her.
juz now she giv le.
dunno she giv me the kiss bcos of the ekonomi tips
or wat?
haih.
MISS HER SO MUCH~

8 September

boring day again.
haih.
dam boring. always ntg to do de -.-
weird.
today exam day agian.
1st exam is add maths.
open the paper thn close it back.
1 question also dunno how to do > <
WHY i will go in G class. science class.
=.= stupid skull.
my result dam bad also can in science class.
dam funny.
close le paper thn start my BUSY work.
SLEEP XP
dam nice lurr.
slp le 2 hours.
when slp, SO MISS HER~
wake up thn know tat exam time almost finish le.
see all ppl so rush n busy doing their paper.
thn i feels so relax. > <
i do le 2 question de.
but i dunno the answer nid to write to the essay paper.
whn i wake up,teacher oledi wanna keep the paper le.
haih.
pass up white paper.
><
MY ADD MATH 0 MARK~ ^.^

today ntg special.
just.. SO MISS HER.
haih.
today she no skull.
slp till 2.30 thn reply my msg.
dam happi whn saw her reply.
hehe. XP
tomoro she exam.
HOPE TAT SHE WILL GET GUD RESULT FOR HER EXAM~

MISS N LOVE HER

Yin bebe

bebe. from now.

i decided to chase u > < lols.
i know i nt gud,im bad,im flirt.
but i will try my best to change it.
i will try my best to giv u happiness.
hear tat u drunk,i feels so heart pain.
y u wan do tat leh? haih.
u cry bcos of him.
my heart like kena cucuk by many of knifes ><
so pain.

be4 tis,im not sure tat i like u or juz got the gud feels to u.

but now,i can sure.

I LIKE YOU.

SO LOVE U!